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whaaaaat? baaaaack? [04 Oct 2009|11:05pm]
HELLO?!?! does anybody still use this? or at least read it?

because I do. I like to catch up on Lindsay and Paramore.

I think I want to come back.






hmmmmm [03 Jul 2009|02:21am]
bye livejournal!

maybe not good bye. more like...see you later?

"it's... I'm not, like, putting a period at the end of this, you know, I'm putting, like, an ellipsis on it"
--andrew largeman

last day / first day ! [01 Jul 2009|12:28am]
I just realized today is my last day as a teenager. Those 7 years have been so eventful and hormonal and angsty. 20 sounds old. *shrug*

Since it's officially July, I am officially in my ASIP position. We had our fall retreat the other day and we had to write down our own personal goals. Thomas (ASIP director one) collected them though, but I want to write them down for myself.

ASI Productions goals!!!!!!/Nerd Alert!!!!!!Collapse )

PS. I'm debating about abandoning livejournal altogether. Hmmmmmm we shall seeeee.
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coffee + 3:30am = [21 Jun 2009|03:31am]
[ mood | determined ]

Catching up with people I haven't seen in months always makes me recap specific time-spans, and how I must appear to someone who doesn't talk to me on at least a weekly basis. Everything I say sounds so general and simple when in reality these big steps took a lot of debating and spazzing and decision making and thinking. It's weird when I think about how many GOOD big things have happened since December.

I guess to be more specific I'm talking about Thomas and my Spring Concert job. Shloop!! They were the best and most unexpected things to happen to me this year.....and also the scariest.

[In kind of relevant but not really news...]
I recently decided (like last week) that my biggest fear in life is failing/settling. At ANYTHING. I'm hoping that my 3rd year of college isn't as good as it gets for me.

PMS = pessimistic thinking. Sheesh. I need to stop that.

I think my parents annoy me at maximum levels every June right before my birthday. I've noticed this pattern the past 3 or 4 years. Ridiculous. I really do appreciate every single thing they've done for me. But you'd think that my accomplishments and the fact that I've been doing so well after such a shitty year would show them that I am responsible and capable of doing things. Sheesh all over the world tonight. I needs to find me some roomies.

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I'll never forget tonight [09 Jun 2009|11:42pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

I want to remember:

what's my age again?
reckless abandon
don't leave me
feeling this


everywhere [08 Jun 2009|01:40am]
[ mood | geeky ]

I had some nightmares,
Clawing at my skin and bones
I nearly did explode
You smoked the demons
Gave me back my feelings
Now I am good to go

--motion city soundtrack

sap sap sap sap sap sapCollapse )

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asip application [11 May 2009|09:20pm]
this is what i wrote on my ASIP application:

No Doubt
Mos Def
Vampire Weekend
Fall Out Boy
All Time Low
Motion City Soundtrack
The Killers
Snoop Dogg
The All-American Rejects
Angels & Airwaves
Black Eyed Peas

i was not expecting this AT ALL. [11 May 2009|09:17pm]
spring concert coordinator.

holy fucking shit.

stay fly [25 Apr 2009|01:18pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

this week made me realize that all the hard man hours i put in my extra curricular activities over the semester completely paid off. WOO WOO!

comm week,
you were good to me.
day-by-day play-by-playCollapse )

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april nerves [05 Apr 2009|11:20pm]
[ mood | scared ]

spring break is over. i didn't do anything tooooo exciting or big. except for my thursday kick off where i saw ace enders and then got drunk at night. i really didn't mind babysitting all week though.

i don't want to go to school because i know what is in store for me. since early february i knew april was going to be intense. listing things always calms my nerves so i'm doing that now.

--talent IN denise's PSA - i wish i didn't have a huge zit between my eyes right now.
--DIRECTING MY PSA - i wish i cared more but i don't. and i feel like i'm going to regret it on tuesday. but i know once it's done i'll feel a great weight lifted from my shoulders.
--1 of 2 industry profiles. i wish joyce answered my emails. now i don't know who to interview or how to find anybody. my fault.
--schedule fall semester. procrastinated that. my fault.
--start drama.
--hardcore mixer planning.
--hardcore spring concert promoting/chalking/sign posting.
--asip job applications.
and then in the same weeeek: [which also HAPPENS to be comm week]
4/21 -- industry mixer
4/22 -- matt costa
4/26 -- spring concert with three 6 mafia + ???

i was excited to get involved in all of this but with the exception of matt costa and spring concert, i really don't want to take part in any of it anymore. flotch.


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